Relationships???

Love??

Some people are looking for love and which no one find it. I believe that we find it but we don’t see it or we don’t take a change. IF YOU FIND IT, RUN AND TAKE IT AND DON'T LOOK BACK =)

We have one life to live why not take it. Why is it when a good man or female come alone he or she treated like shit. Why is it that we bring our past relationship bad luggage to the new?

Why is it when your partner blame you for everything when it the partner that has the problem? Why is it that when you push your partner to do better they take as if your been mean or been an asshole?

What I think?

…?………?………?………

Human are scary to died alone and want to belong to someone or something. The ideal person wants to have a Walt Disney dream which only works in movies.

As I get older, I realize that LOVE is a big WORD and what does it mean to me?

Happiness
Jealously
Lover
Bestfriend
Fuck buddy
Wife/Husband
Only one
Crime partner
Sexually to only each other
Drinking Buddy
Love each other faults
Dating
Have a long conversation and not be boring
Big Smile =)
Sad
A shoulder to cry on
Your back up
Goofy and weird
And
Exciting to see each other like it was the first time!

Have I found my true love, that the question I’m asking myself
Huh…….. May be or not ????????????

My Crazy Brain

as you can see that I have a brain disorder and something I need to shutdown my drain down because I have not slept I have Insomnia the only problem i have is that when i finally go to sleep my drain doesn't go to rem sleep which is very important and if you don't go their that mean you got Microsomnia, Sleep deprivation or Parasomnia. Well, today was my day, i took some sleeping pills to basically to shutdown my drain and get so rest. I feel better now it feel like when your driving and you park your car and you turn off the car but the engine still running that what is happening in my body. it just crazy!!