Tuesday, July 14, 2009

A quiz I took??????

You're a real charmer but you don't get swept along by the first person who shows an interest in you. You need time to be sure of your feelings and you don't get involved lightly. But when you wake up one day telling yourself you want and love a certain person, your life takes on a whole different meaning. You cover them with kisses and can come across as a bit possessive. No-one touches the one you love! As for your loyalty, it's exemplary. Out of all the people you have encountered throughout your life, you will want to be loved-up in the arms of a one of these kinds of people...and stay there. You two form a wonderful alliance together. From the moment your two meet, a calm climate, full of love and serenity, will be born. You will feel good in their company, you have more things in common than differences. Like you, they love children and family. Alongside them, you will feel like you're in a cocoon, without ever becoming bored. And you have one thing on your mind: building a happy, comfortable and solid nest with them!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Relationships???

Love??

Some people are looking for love and which no one find it. I believe that we find it but we don’t see it or we don’t take a change. IF YOU FIND IT, RUN AND TAKE IT AND DON'T LOOK BACK =)

We have one life to live why not take it. Why is it when a good man or female come alone he or she treated like shit. Why is it that we bring our past relationship bad luggage to the new?

Why is it when your partner blame you for everything when it the partner that has the problem? Why is it that when you push your partner to do better they take as if your been mean or been an asshole?

What I think?

…?………?………?………

Human are scary to died alone and want to belong to someone or something. The ideal person wants to have a Walt Disney dream which only works in movies.

As I get older, I realize that LOVE is a big WORD and what does it mean to me?

Happiness
Jealously
Lover
Bestfriend
Fuck buddy
Wife/Husband
Only one
Crime partner
Sexually to only each other
Drinking Buddy
Love each other faults
Dating
Have a long conversation and not be boring
Big Smile =)
Sad
A shoulder to cry on
Your back up
Goofy and weird
And
Exciting to see each other like it was the first time!

Have I found my true love, that the question I’m asking myself
Huh…….. May be or not ????????????

Monday, June 15, 2009

My Crazy Brain

as you can see that I have a brain disorder and something I need to shutdown my drain down because I have not slept I have Insomnia the only problem i have is that when i finally go to sleep my drain doesn't go to rem sleep which is very important and if you don't go their that mean you got Microsomnia, Sleep deprivation or Parasomnia. Well, today was my day, i took some sleeping pills to basically to shutdown my drain and get so rest. I feel better now it feel like when your driving and you park your car and you turn off the car but the engine still running that what is happening in my body. it just crazy!!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

WHY?????

THAT'S THE BIGGEST QUESTION IN THE UNIVERSE. WHY AM I HERE AND WHAT MY PURPOSE??




THAT WILL BE MY NEXT TOPIC

Monday, February 23, 2009

What on my Mind??

What is a bestfriend? I don't really know anymore, I had a bestfriend when I was teenager, but he past away, I know that I have many good friend, I starting to realize that their a lot of different bestfriend outthere. I wonder what if? I'm here at work thinking of my past friend who help me. I know that I have change in many ways. I get to wonder will they remember me. I realize that we have one life to live and we need to enjoy while we have it. I know that church are their to help us think that tomorrow will be a better day, but will it?
I love watching Doctor Who, thank you Eli.
I realize that a lot of people are worry about what other people think about them, I know that most people waste time on stupid things.
I want to enjoy life and have fun.
At work, people tell me if it OK for gay people to get marry, my answer to that I don't care what they do, if that what they want give it to them.
I don't care, we worry to much about everybody else, what we need to worry about ourselves.
What I hate is that I seat here wondering if tomorrow I will have a job, it already crazy here with one boss been cool and the other been an asshole.
I hate watch my back, I feel like that all I have been doing my whole life.?

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Thinking???????????

My kids were here for the Christmas Vacation, I realize that my kids are going to be retarded if I don't help them get better in education or in life. Over their stay here I had friends, who really gave a shit about my kids education I mean stay up all night with them just so they learn basic knowledge.
I love my boys,
Because I'm a man, I don't have the right to have my kids, law in California is always for the woman, I'm doing the right thing, being a father, paying my child support and being their when they need me. For once I wish it went my way.
Woman believe that just because a woman has the baby, it give them the right to take it. Why is that, I was always their for my unborn child, running out the door when the wife wanted Jack in the Crack or Pizza, I supported her in everything including going to the doctor.
Yes, I'm still working on my part 2 about woman.
Anyways, I wanted to say Thank you to my friends that had help me in life "past, present, and Future" Not a lot people like my views or the way I think, oh well it ME!